changes

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
(turn and face the strain)
Ch-ch-changes
Don’t want to be a richer man
Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
(turn and face the strain)
Ch-ch-changes
Just gonna have to be a different man
Time may change me
But I can’t trace time


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I'm already feeling the change to some extent; of what happens on Oct 7, 2006. I realized that there's only a matter of time till lots of changes happen. I was talking to Stepford Mike about his possibility of going to San Diego for grad school, when I realized that maybe all these changes would be taking place before I was able to make them happen. Lack of control. I picked up one of these little house buying books, and almost shit at some of the prices. But i can buy a nice house in Stapleton for like 300K. Prob ODB's old house or some shit. So it's logically a move to NJ, and not that I'm against it. I'm perfectly fine with that state. It's just going to be - well not home. So me and my friends aren't going to be able to pick up and go to the loo, or the lion's den or wherever.

So I'm already getting a bit wierded out by all this. Just so many things i didn't expect to deal with just because I'm getting married. - and again - not necessarily that I didn't expect them, just not this early. well I need some sleep.

Tonight is the tree lighting.
Tomorrow is the first day of December.
December is a crazy month.

Frank